This is Markalark…I am delighted to be talking with you again. It’s like I am the teacher…wow…I like that. But it’s never really something I wanted to do….Wanted to be a train engineer, an astronaut, baseball player….anyway…I am so happy that mark feels me. I tried for so long and he wouldn’t listen. He would feel, especially anger and fear…but he did not know it was me calling. It was sad to me…to be ignored. I just kept doing what I always did and life showed up the same way. We started and stopped, started and stopped. Sometimes tears would flow but nothing came of it.

Now it is so cool! I feel it! He gets it! I am not talking to myself. He doesn’t always listen. But I know how to get his attention…

So, I want to say something to your little one inside…”I love you and believe in you. Please do not worry because your big self is here and almost ready to come home to loving, supporting, protecting, and playing with you…I promise”

And, to the big you…”Quit messing around! Love your boy or girl. Start living. Together is where the fun and the beauty live. I mean it! Tonight’s the night. I can feel it! Can you?